
| Mark 6:30-34, 53-56 July 19, 2009 The apostles gathered around Jesus, and told him all that they had done and taught. He said to them, “Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while.” For many were coming and going, and they had no leisure even to eat. And they went away in the boat to a deserted place by themselves. Now many saw them going and recognized them, and they hurried there on foot from all the towns and arrived ahead of them. As he went ashore, he saw a great crowd; and he had compassion for them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd; and he began to teach them many things. When they had crossed over, they came to land at Gennesaret and moored the boat. When they got out of the boat, people at once recognized him, and rushed about that whole region and began to bring the sick on mats to wherever they heard he was. And wherever he went, into villages or cities or farms, they laid the sick in the marketplaces, and begged him that they might touch even the fringe of his cloak; and all who touched it were healed. Friends, I come to you this morning to apologize somewhat for my performance a few weeks ago at Family Night Supper, when I first shared with you my kernel of an idea about this Sabbath Year. I sometimes make the mistake of proposing something without putting words around the idea, words and structure, so that it is more understandable, more accessible to the people I am trying to explain myself too. Even Douglas, who has been hearing my ramblings about this idea, even Douglas, has asked, “now, what exactly are you talking about when you talk about this Sabbath Year?” If I hadn’t explained it well at home, then there is no doubt that I have failed to explain it fully to you, and, so for that reason, and for confusing you beyond measure, I do apologize. And yet, even after our difficult conversation from that night, and from the wise words of caution that were expressed by some of you, I continue to feel in my soul that there is something, something to this idea, that perhaps it is time to take the Sabbath seriously, to take it seriously as individuals, but also to take it seriously as a congregation. I don’t mean that we should necessarily set aside Sunday as a holy day, and reinstitute the blue laws, or not pick up the phone on the Sabbath, to make it day where we cannot do anything because of some set of rules that we or someone else has laid down. On the cover of our bulletin today, we have a painting by Samuel Hirsenzberg depicting The Sabbath Rest found in many Jewish homes in the last century. In the Jewish tradition, the Sabbath began at sundown on Friday night and ended at sundown on Saturday evening. A reviewer of this painting points out how the Jewish people in the 19th century actually lived out the Sabbath. The reviewer writes: In [the painting] The Sabbath Rest, the entire family including an ill, elderly relative spend the Sabbath afternoon in one room. The view from the window is of an unwelcoming industrial landscape, but presumably threats of violence also kept them all inside. The family have eaten their Shabbat lunch, and there is still a bowl of fruit and some nuts on the table. Notice also the Shabbat candlesticks still on the table from the night before. These are the only objects of any value in the home, reflecting how important Shabbat was to this family. There are family photographs on the wall. The lamp [on the ceiling] is typical of Shabbat lamps found in Jewish homes since medieval times. These were in the form of a star, and were lit at the same time as the candles to welcome in Shabbat. The star shaped part of the lamp contained wicks and oil and the basin below caught any dripping fuel. It was important that the lamps were fashioned to burn for 24 hours, because it is forbidden to do any sort of work, including the lighting of lamps during Shabbat. As oddly beautiful as this picture is, literally and figuratively, I don’t think I am interested in re-creating this kind of Sabbath, even something like this that was probably close to what Jesus himself experienced when he practiced Sabbath in the first century. What I am interested in exploring and what I think we should explore together is the profound and powerful principle of the Sabbath itself, a day of rest, a day of delight, of joy, found in family and friends and in the world that God has given to us. Whether that day is on Sunday or Saturday or Tuesday, or whenever, the idea that we must rest, we must slow ourselves down and immerse ourselves in the resting arms of God, at some point, is something that has intrigued and challenged me all of my life, but especially in the last 12 years, as I have practiced ministry with you and others in various churches. I love the work of ministry, and I have great appreciation of this gift of being able to minister full-time, and yet, I found myself becoming more and more tired, a bit weary of it, simply, I think, because I do not take Sabbath seriously. Nadia Bolz Weber, a Lutheran minister herself, wrote the following in a recent blog posting on the Christian Century website: Pastors are notorious for overworking, and the church colludes with its clergy in this particular sin. When people say, "Pastor Bob is a total workaholic," we all know that this is secretly seen as a pastoral virtue. To work 60+ hours a week is to show commitment and passion. And there's so much work to do, isn't there? How is the church supposed to function without us? Well-meaning friends smile and say that we must take a sabbath and rest. But as a friend of mine once observed, rest is only part of the reason for taking a sabbath. If the sabbath were only for rest, we might be tempted to think it serves only to fuel us back up so we can do more work. After all, our work is very important. The world needs us. "You have to take sabbath," my friend told me, "if only to realize that God's redeeming work in the world actually goes on just fine without you." Ouch. Ouch, indeed, Nadia, ouch indeed. And yet I wondered whether it was just me, whether this whole Sabbath year idea was simply about my need to learn the difficult lesson of slowing down and letting God take over…and I have no doubt that is true, that the practice of Sabbath is certainly something I must learn for myself, but I don’t think it’s just a lesson I alone need to learn—in reality, Sabbath keeping is something that most of us need to learn. I think we all struggle with slowing down, and resting in God, and fully trusting that God will provide, with really believing that God doesn’t need us for all seven days of the week, and that God and the church and our families, and our jobs, and our farms can do just fine without us, for at least one day. If God rested on the seventh day, why would we think we didn’t need to rest us as well, we mere mortals? Certainly in our text from Mark today we find Jesus being challenged by the crowds, whose need of him and his power and his words seem insatiable. And yet, Jesus too must rest, he too must go and be quiet before God and himself—he and the disciples did not even have time to eat, so says the Gospel of Mark. “Come to the deserted place,” says Jesus, away from the frenzy of being busy all the time, and from the mistake of thinking that busyness equals holiness, that being busyness equals being a person of worth, that busyness equals getting something done in this world, as if the measure of who we are in this world is actually measured by how much we have accomplished in this life, how much of our never ending to-do list has been checked off. The interesting thing in our text is that Jesus and disciples don’t quite get away— the crowds come after them, in their neediness, in their desperation for the gifts that Jesus brings, his hands of healing, his words of healing. The reaction that Jesus has to them is one of compassion, which, if you break down the word compassion itself down, it actual means, “with suffering” to suffer with. The reason why Jesus had compassion, why he cared so deeply, why he the ability to suffer with, to walk with others who were in pain, was because he took care of himself, he found places and spaces, deserted places, where he leaned more and more heavily on the God that had given him the Good News, this Good News of how much God loves this world and. The reason why Jesus could so deeply care for others was because he took care of himself, by honoring the Sabbath and his own need for rest. Well, the reality is that we too, like Jesus, have that good news to tell, we members and friends of this congregation, and our particular message is needed so much in this world, and especially in our part of Michigan—that God’s love and compassion includes you and me, and the ones we love and the ones we struggle to love, it includes all of us, of different colors, and families, and orientations, and politics. It really does include us all…and yet, I can’t help thinking that somehow we haven’t quite gotten the knack of how to tell that story to our neighbors here in Coloma, in Watervliet, in Bainbridge, and Hartford. You know, I’m going to begin my fourth year of ministry here in ministry this August, and, much to my frustration, I’ve simply not been able to grow this congregation numerically—we have a few more attendees than when we first started, making up for some who left when I first arrived, plus adding a few more, but it hasn’t gone beyond that…and that is a new experience for me, as arrogant as that may sound. I’ve always been able to grow congregations, or at least be a partner in helping a Senior Minister grow a congregation numerically. Now, most importantly, I’d like to think we’ve grown spiritually together during the past three years, that the services and the sermons have enriched our walks with God, and with each other, imperfect as they are, these sermons, studies, and services—a few of you have shared that you felt that was the case, and I thank you for sharing that with me. And yet, I’ve been doing everything I can think of, that I could do with integrity, to encourage more people to join us here, but it hasn’t quite happened—our numbers haven’t grown in the ways I had expected. Now, sure, there are sociological reasons demographic reasons—we in Michigan are only one of two states that have experienced a decline in population in the last 10 years, and a much higher than normal exodus out of our young people to other states, especially college educated students. Still, there are plenty of people in this community who need to hear the good news, who would welcome the gift of this place, and this community, and the God we share with each other in place. For three years, I have done church and church growth like I have always done it—by working hard and working long hours, doing this new thing, and that new thing, with a few successes and few more failures, like I have always done it, and yet, the results have been mixed—I think we remain a strong congregation, but we remain essentially the same as when I first arrived, at least numerically, though I would like to think that our spiritual roots have grown deeper into the Source, into the reason why we gather, and, of course, that reason is God. I’ve had to really think and pray, and struggle with God over this, and I’ve come to conclusion that if what I have always done to grow churches doesn’t work here, that if I cannot outwork this issue, if I cannot outthink this problem, this question of how to grow us deeper and wider, then maybe I need to consider doing something completely new,…like maybe completely trusting in God, and leading us, this congregation into a journey of complete trust in the God who has given us a reason to gather for worship, and to pray, and to eat together, and struggle together and love together. And ultimately, at its base, Sabbath, this principle of resting in God, this principle of intentional rest, is all about trusting God, trusting that God will take care of us, that we certainly have work to do on for six days but on the seventh day, on the seventh day, we rest in God, trusting that there is enough time to do what needs to be done, that there is enough money to do the ministry we have been called to do, to trust there are enough resources for us to do what God has called us to do. Sabbath is ultimately about trust, about trusting God and about trusting each other that we will pick up each other’s slack, and that there will be indeed enough work and enough hands to get that work done. Its ultimately believing in God’s abundance, and God’s care, and trusting that God will take up the slack for us, will take care of us, and that we can put down our work, our emotional work, our spiritual work—yes, even our spiritual work, our church work, if only for a little while and knowing that God will take care of us. There is enough, enough time, enough resources, there is enough of God, for us to be able to rest in God, and learn to trust God for everything in our lives—for our families, for our church, for our spouse, for our finances, for our very lives. And so, I want to present to you this idea again, that we take a new journey, if only for a year, but hopefully for a lifetime, that starting in September, we embark on a Sabbath Year, a year of rest, as a congregation, as people of faith, that we cease our worry about our future, cease our striving, thinking that we can outwork our problems, and we start to learn how once again to rest and trust in God who will take what we can do on six days, literally and metaphorically, and turn it into something wonderful, even as we rest, and let God do the rest. No, I don’t mean we will stop worshipping together on Sundays, or that we won’t continue to do our ministry, or that I as a pastor am taking the year off. What I do mean is that as a congregation we start learning how to be a Sabbath people in four major areas in the life of our church: first, we learn Sabbath through learning new ways of prayer that focus on resting in God, and trusting in God, in a Centering Prayer Group that will start in the fall; second, we learn to actually do Sabbath in our worship, by integrating Sabbath themes into our worship, and then taking an incredibly countercultural, wonderfully radical three week Sabbath, a three week rest, ourselves from our own worship services in January 2010, and that we use that gift by going out to worship with other congregations to see how they worship God and then come back on the fourth Sunday to share the best of what our sisters and brothers do in their worship of God; third, we learn Sabbath keeping by being more intentional about stewardship, in thinking about how and why generosity is truly an act of trust in God, a God who meets that trust with good things, graceful things, unexpected things—when we choose to give to the church rather spending it on ourselves, or even by saving it instead, we are trusting that God will take care of our needs, one way or another; and fourth, that we begin to learn how to keep Sabbath by coming together in home based small groups, called Sabbath Circles, where we learn about what Sabbath itself is, and how we can integrate Sabbath practices into our own lives, where we learn how we take care of ourselves, and our bodies and our spirits. By integrating the principle of Sabbath, the practice of rest and trust in God, through these four ways—through prayer, worship, stewardship, and home based small groups—I really do think we can be transformed by the journey itself, and that transformation will only make us more attractive to those who walk through these doors, to see if this place is where they will intentionally attend to their relationship with God. This is a special place, this church, like all churches are, of course, and yet we are also going through a difficult time as a country, as a community, which I think requires a different way of doing things. The way we have always done things, personally, spiritually, financially, and communally, will not work for us anymore, and so in a world that is looking for people to live out a radical faith in God, a world that is looking for an authentic and real faith, I really think that living out a deep trust that rooted in both working hard, and leaving the rest to God, leaving it up to God, on the Sabbath, so to speak, well, that is something that will speak to a lot of people, or at least I believe it will. Now, I’ve been wrong before, probably more wrong than right, but I’m slowly coming to learn the grand lesson of Sabbath, and that is this: I can do what I can do, we can do what we can do, and then we are to rest, and leave the rest to God. Amen. |
